9:50 - Timesheet in for last week.� 58.
- Pooh Bear (Whom I'm told has another nickname in the shop.� People call him Burt) asked me to fix perms on /orabackup on G/T.� Done.
-� Becky said she opened a ticket regarding slowdowns in Portal Prod
- CountryBoy hits me with this little gem:
CountryBoy: So, on Juno ... /home/XXXX directory ... permissions got hosed.� I'm trying to run a scripts and it's erroring out trying to delete some files in that directory.� Says 'read only file system'.
CountryBoy: Can you help, it's the content update script that's bombing.� Got something that needs to go to prod.
CoralineBlue: � Ok.� I'm looking.
CountryBoy: Thank You so much CountryBoy: Can't chmod the files, even logged in as root.� One of the files is XXXXX.XXXX if that helps. CoralineBlue: �� ok, sec CoralineBlue: ��� oh boy
-- Looking @ Juno I see what he's talking about.� Can't read/write from that directory.� But that directory is on /media/hd2, which is a separate partition on a HUGE sanlun.� I umounted it and it gave errors.� I try to remount it:
[root@juno root]# mount -a mount: /dev/sdb1 is not a valid block device [root@juno root]# fdisk /dev/sdb Unable to read /dev/sdb [root@juno root]# fdisk /dev/sdb1 Unable to open /dev/sdb1 [root@juno root]# fsck.ext3 /dev/sdb1 e2fsck 1.32 (09-Nov-2002) fsck.ext3: No such device or address while trying to open /dev/sdb1 Possibly non-existent or swap device? [root@juno root]# fsck.ext3 /dev/sdb e2fsck 1.32 (09-Nov-2002) fsck.ext3: Attempt to read block from filesystem resulted in short read while trying to open /dev/sdb Could this be a zero-length partition? [root@juno root]#
Called Slick to look at the storage on ESX host druid.� I asked him to detain and quarrantine Grandpa Simpson just because I KNOW he had something to do with this.� lol.� :)
- 11:30 Someone went into Navisphere and removed the disk from Juno...probably this morning.� I was using the system till 2am on Saturday, so I know it was recent.� Margie put everything back and I bounced Juno and its happy.
- Hoops asked me to dork with the nsswitch.conf settings on elf to see if we can get around this ldap auth timeout issue for sitescope.
Today is My Birthday!� Happy Birthday to me!� My fiance is taking me out to dinner tonight.� It should be fun.� I want to go shopping, so I think I'll leave work at 3:30 today instead of staying late.� I think I have everything I need caught up.� All this wedding stuff, we are trying not to make a big deal out of the b-day thing.� Just low-key, sometimes that's nice.
Dear Journal,
�Fuck it's freaking happening again that stupid phobia crapp. Lemme tell you somethingg i have a big phobia of diabetes. That probably why i always freak out if i pee alot or if im thirsty or hungry or tired it's SO annoying. But, the thing is my mind is telling me your family doesnt get kid diabetes only older diabetes if that makes sense. I mean like yesterday night i drank alot and i peed alot and i freaked out. Ughh its so annoying and i know exactly why im afraid of having it cause my grandma died of it. Man.. i hope that i dont get it when im older i eat healthy for a kid. I mean the temptation of having alot of icecream i can stop myself. I only serve myself in little cups thats like 1 scoop or 2. So, yeah im going to the doctor for a checkup. And i havent had one since 5th grade ik ik your like your supposed to have one every year ik it's just how my doctor works. I hate the smell of the doctor's office it smells so horrific like something's going to happen. LOL lemme tell you about the other day. I thought i was pregnant &+ it was so stupid i mean im 13 i didnt have sex so no sperm thingys could hit my egg. Crapp it's so annoying sometimes i think im crazy but im not it only happenes once every 4 or 5 months. I swear man i get afraid of dieases so quickly. Here's another thing about me i always think about how everyone's going to die. Ik ik you probably think im emo im not. I just have those times and i know that everyone does. Well I better go call my mom to put the appointment today causee i might get my period [sorry guys] tomorrow.
peace & love
http://www.warmwisdompress.com/marriage-relationships/Marriage_Isnt_Complicated.aspx
http://www.warmwisdompress.com/marriage-relationships/The_5_Word_Formula_to_Make_Your_Marriage_Work.aspx
Don't cause pain, give pleasure.
give pleasure is speaking in the language of love
Don't cause pain is speaking in a way which does not hurt your partner.
Show your partner that she is important to you.
it was great got to talk to T a little bit to get his perspective. He said that it brought back a lot of memories.� His ex did the same thing to frustrate him.
Do i have B O or bad breath well no but you would think i have when my son comes home he cant wait to get away form me .First thing in the morrning he gets up washed dressed and out he goes he cant wait to get away .today he went to his nana's house and as soon as i walked in the door he got up and went upstairs then he said i'm going to the shops and then phoned his nana not me to say tell me mam i'm going to call for me girlfriend .I know he does't mean to hurt me but that realy did . I think i must have grown horns overnight and yes i do feel excluded from his life and it's not a good feeling we have always been realy close went every where together talked and had a laugh but now i'm just left here with no involvment in his life other than to cook and wash his clothes and put a roof over his head and i feel sad lonley and redundant.
I have lost someone very close to me she was a student and a friend. I know that she is in a better place but it still hurts to think that she went before her time. I feel lost knowing that I can never talk to her again, Laugh with her when she comes up with a prank and talks me into helping her.....this next year will be the hardest one for me because she will be gone.�I live each day not knowing what to expect but then again I can't live like this forever....soon the pain will stop I just don't know when.
Hey Everybody! My name is Caitie, and welcome to my journal. I will be writing ALOT!!!
Peace out!
Caitie the Great
��������� Waking up early in the morning has never felt so good. When everyone is still asleep I am the head of the house. I get some food and coffee ready. There is no one to bother me. I clean my body and get ready slowly. I am not in a rush anywhere. I feel so warm taking my time. I am concentrating. I think about people I care about. My friends, family, and coworkers. They are all here in my heart. I felt so lonely yesterday, but now I feel close to everyone.
��������� Waiting for my iron to heat up. Listening to music. Searching the web. Imagining happy moments. There is so much out there. I wish I could be myself around people. I talk out loud to myself in the car. I sing out loud to the radio. I travel and discover many exciting and interesting objects. If all of us could be a little more careful and understand each other, there would not be miseries. Anything is possible. Our minds make our life real.
������� � It has not been too long, but my life had extremely changed. Ever since I dropped seeing my doctor I have been a different person. I was so careful for my health. I guess I was worried because I was so ill. But I wasn’t going to let anything stop me. I had already believed I would become disabled for the rest of my life. But something changed. I took control and began to concentrate. My mind was so strong to all this pressure. I did everything I could against what the doctors told me to do. I was more comfortable with my body than ever before. Going on roller coasters, �swimming, running. I didn’t take it slow. I was out for adventure. I began to enjoy myself. Drink coffee when I want to with out worrying to have a stroke. I began to smoke and didn’t take my health so cautiously. The best part of this is that I am fine. I don’t feel the pain I used to. I don’t take any pills anymore to help me breath.
��������� Everything happened for a good reason. Being so weak help me discover my mistakes. I realize many flaws about me. I don’t have to that anymore. When I laid in bed and could not move, I wanted to be like everyone else. I wanted to live again. I didn’t want to have anyone take care of me till I die. I am a person that wants to take care for myself. There was no one I could trust and count on if I had to have a surgery be dependent on someone for months. That is the reason I didn’t talk about myself.
��������� I want to be brighter. I had been so dull lately. I had already lost my job for being hypnotized. I was not thinking about myself and others. My mind was lost. There is so much I can do.�I saw the sun rise.